I remember even though it felt soft at the time

look, you may be too PUSSY to say hello, and you may cower behind your computer, but i want you to know, if i see you again..scratch that, WHEN i see you, i will slit your fucking throat. i'm going to pull out all of your fucking guts and make you eat your nasty endtrails. i'm gonna fuck you with your own nasty dick and make you cry the way you've made 101 billion girls cry. you are a spineless, white trash piece of shit. i'll murder you for what you've done. if you EVER say anything to put a doubt in my best friends mind about any kind of physical activity with you (which would no doubt, merit STDS anyway you uncircumsized, impotent son of a bitch) again, i'll shank you where you stand.





love and kissies to the rest of y'all

oh yeah, anyone with a windows xp reinstall disc, should send it my way so i can begin using my home computer again

my computer is broke, so call me.
i have to work a lot, so call me at work.
if i'm not at home or work, i'm at school. call me anyway.
i'm really bored with melbourne and my life in general. call me

Evan I'm sorry about the other night, perhaps we can plan something another time.
And carol ann, where the hell were you last tuesday? turd face, call me

Post a memory of me in the comments. It can be anything you want.
Then post this to your journal and see what people remember of you.

Tomorrow is my cat Spooky's first birthday. Please leave him birthday greetings and shower him with affection and money.

You know what fucking sucks? When you know someone is using you for donuts, because you work in a donut shoppe. When someone is only staying friends with you, because you give them free donuts something is shitty wrong.

I don't ever update anymore. I always want to try and get around to it, but it never happens that way. I'm much more interested in reading everyone else's journal. But this week, things have actually happened.

A friend of mine is in jail. Well, he's a friend of mine's boyfriend, and she's milking it for all its worth. He and a few of his friends tried to go knock off a heroin dealer and steal all of his money, drugs etc. and they ended up getting involved with the cops down at the Colonial Motel on U.S. 1. He claims he wasn't supposed to be involved; she supports him. It doesn't make much sense to me. Maybe girls will realize eventually..

But its starting younger now! My little sister (11 years old, mind you..) has a raging set of horomones. She insists she has a "boyfriend" named Dusty, who she is desperately in love with. So much, that she carved his initials into her leg. I was so upset when I saw this simply because THOSE THINGS SCAR. My body is a walking mural and it was just so upsetting to see my younger sister doing these kind of mutilating behaviors already. She said all of her friends were doing it. I want to knock all of their heads together. Its not even in my sisters handwriting so I'm almost positive her snot nose friend Karen did it the other day when she was here. I don't know how to say anything to her, either, without sounding like a grown up and lecturing her. Because I want her to be able to talk to me still..le sigh.

And to top it off, a good friend of mine has had it with his ex-girlfriends games and has begun smoking, snorting, and drinking in great excess. He's even popping pills. Those special Xanax kind too. I'm so worried about him. The other night at work he couldn't even stand up, then when offered to be driven home, he became violent. I'm not certain how to approach this one either. It's not my business but i feel obligated to help.

Oh yeah, Evan Perry came to see me. I was so stoked. You better keep all those promises you made to me faggotron. I LOVE EVAN

So, i checked my inbox for myspace today and got an interesting letter. A photographer in Orlando wants me to model for a website called twistedsmile.com. its a bondage/fetish site i guess..i checked out some of the free pictures, and it nothing too professional..well seemingly. i've really wanted to get into modeling lately and bondage would be a helluva lot of fun. go to the site and check it out. give me some feedback because i'll be sitting on the fence until someone can sway me..